Removed

I m just thinking about the old days very decisively,almost made my panic attacks came back which laterly led me to make new fixing ways of this stupid disease,such as heavily breathing,which could even make anyone pass off,and perhaps give peace to the soul,but aswell as that I might break my bones by doing that.

Anyway,not everytime I m that calmed,I look for ways to cure all time depressions or anxieties,or what is called whatsoever.Can I sink the unhappiness in me?Is the bowl,going to excess,if I sink it?How can I increase the bowls level?

Sokayım ya.İstemiyorum ben çanak filan,ben kanak istiyorum,ya da kanat istiyorum pardon.O her zaman bilmem nereden aldığımız yerden olsun oranın kanadı çok iyiydi,sağ kanadı da iyiydi sol kanadı da iyiydi zaten adamlar tavuğu evlerinde,daha doğrusu mandıralarında yetiştiriyorlar boru mu yani böyle bir yerde böyle doğal şeyler bulmak çok zor tabi.

But I sometimes feel regret of those have been removed just a few month ago,or maybe a few weeks.Could I learn anything from those?Should I forget those?Should I swear to those?