Bir zamanlar dusundugum çok eski hayalleri raflardan cikarmanin zamani geldi herhalde. Az olsun,ama benim olsun hesabi. İ didnt own the things which they laterly had me disposed and disclosed me by having those,so when they blame me for any reason directly,indirectly that includes that they are the bosses,and i am the only individual which have been left in that situation,and made to believe into that. Maybe in somewhere like in a big,stone castle,i would be happy and aswell as that,alone and something occured me this year which called,egzotik. I could limit the life for myself there,without being cut from my resources,my researches,and concsiousness. Maybe i could have time to make a lot of repeats,of my life,so i can see my life through,which i had doing lately. Because i was sometimes,being tornd apart from all these,which while happening those felt me very unfamiliar,after i am whole back again,it felt like being regret,but that was just a feeling i ve always ordinarily felt.